what a wasted amount of energy
it does not change anything
think thoroughly before speaking
only feel what you know
say what you believe and will die for
be ready to be alone...

I have regretted many things in my life
I have wondered about why I am where I am and if I am what I was destined to be. This kind of thinking can be exhausting. I guess it is better to just live my life without regret and to embrace and accept every single choice I make as well as consequence and to stick by it. It is hard to be this way.

Leave me imperfect
I'd rather it be that way
I like being unique
So I am not easily mistaken for someone else
Let me be imperfect as long as I am comfortable with it
I'd rather be imperfect as long as I think I can manage
I have tried to be something else and it only hinders my creativity
I will be awkward and not apologize for your discomfort
I will be loud
cover your ears to drown the sound
I will say stupid s¤*%t
Ignore me
I will do things that I don't mean
Forgive me
I would rather be imperfect as long as I can be
As long as I can manage
Let me be that way
I only live once
But I die thousands of times
Only to be reborn into a world that does not welcome creativity and uniqueness
I have been fighting before I was conceived
Let me rest my weary soul
Hold me if you wish
Accept me if you are strong enough
Love me if you can
But do not break my heart
It has taken lifetimes to mend...